September.

September feels like it has been a weird one for me. Certain decisions and ideas have popped up in life that I have had to make. So certain things that I want to give more attention to generally such as blogging have taken the back burner a bit. but I am here now! so lets do a September run down! 🙂

Cross Stitching:

I have done tons of cross stitching this past month. I made a lovely cross stitch of some roses for Stu’s grandmas birthday present which we put in a little frame for her. I was really happy with it. We just recently got a printer so I have also been searching for patterns and as I mentioned in a previous Post I have been following a pattern made by Cross Stitch Quest. I love stitching because it is so relaxing and I think it has really helped with this months anxieties.

 

TV Shows: 

I watched loads of great TV series whilst cross stitching. The first I completed was Bates Motel. At first I was worried that it would be terrible as I remember how bad the lead actor – Freddie Highmore was in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (That didn’t stop it from being one of my favourite films when I was younger) but it turned out to be fantastic. The acting was brilliant, the setting fantastic and the story great. Norman was creepy but not to a point it wasn’t believable and at points you do feel sorry for him. I loved every moment of this show and I was very sad when it ended 😛 I am hoping to watch psycho soon and I would also love to read the book now as well.

I also completed watching American Horror Story Cult which I had very mixed feelings about. I have loved pretty much every season of AHS but this one to me seemed to be very um try hard? I know AHS is very over the top by nature and I really liked the premise for this season but I don’t know through out watching I couldn’t help but cringe at certain moments and sometimes the story just didn’t add up. Like I said I loved the premise and the characters all in all were very well fleshed out but I just don’t feel it was up to standard with some of the greatest series of AHS. To be fair though I might just be hating because it starred Lena Dunham and I can’t stand her.

The third thing I completed watching is the second series of American Vandal – this is a mockumentry show that makes fun of the normal documentary you would usually get on Netflix. It is hilarious – very childish at times but hilarious and so well executed. I don’t really want to spoil anything here so that is all I am going to say.

Other then that me and Stu have been obsessed with watching old Ramsay’s Kitchen Nightmares UK and Jelle’s Marble runs on YouTube. Oh also RT Gaming streams on Twitch, hes such an upbeat and funny person.

Visiting Stu’s Grandmas:

This September was Grandma Brown’s birthday so we went up towards Yorkshire to see her and Grandma Mayhew. Other members including Stu’s auntie and cousins were there as well so we had a little party at her house on the Saturday. Grandma Brown is very into crafting so I had plenty to talk to her about. I can’t help but feel a little anxious about family meet ups but as the evening went on I did find myself relaxing more.

On the Sunday we went to see Grandma Mayhew, she is very old now so she stays at home a lot of the time and has to have carers visit her regularly unfortunately her mind is not very good and she forgets things very easily. I know this was going to be a hard visit for Stu but she was actually a lot better then I first expected and although she would get confused easily by different things she seemed in good spirits and to be cracking jokes so that was nice to see. Below is a cute picture of Stu and his Grandma Brown.

Comfort Food:

This month has been all about comfort food. Near the start of the month we made a massive pot of stew – the recipe I got from my step mum and is one of my favourites growing up – it has been the perfect meal to warm us up in the colder evenings. As we made a big pot as well we still have one portion left for this week!  For breakfast in September I have been mainly having porridge with banana and honey again this is a lovely warming comfort food.  I have also been loving Ice gems – We had a big bumper pack of them so they have been a great daily snack.

Video Games:

I haven’t actually been playing a lot of different video games on my own this month. Of course I have still been playing The Sims 4 but that is it really it. I have been playing plenty of games with Stu though such as the very relaxing Stardew Valley – what is so great about owning your own little farm together? I don’t know but I love it. Two player A Hat In Time a 3D platformer with some great levels and characters – we have had some problems with this crashing but I have enjoyed what we have played. We have also picked Sea of Thieves back up and we are really enjoying playing pirates and fighting skeletons.

Mindfulness Plain and Simple: 

I haven’t completely finished this book yet but I have been enjoying learning a bit more in-depth about Mindfulness. This book by Oli Doyle I picked up for cheap from The Works has been sitting on my shelf for a while and I just kept putting it off because to be honest I didn’t have many expectations for it. I have really enjoyed it so far and it has plenty of mindfulness exercises included inside to practise. The book focuses on how living in the now and not thinking too much about the future or getting lost in the past is good for us and I have really been trying to put more of these exercises into my life as I know I am very easily lost in thoughts. My problems with this book is that sometimes it does have moments where I want to roll my eyes – but I think this is down to the practise rather then the author and it can be a bit repetitive. But so far it has been very interesting and something I do want to apply to my life.

Walks Outside:

Much like last month I have took loads of walks across the park nearby my flat this September and I have loved doing it even though sometimes it has rained on me!! It has become more of a regular thing for me to do and I do think it improves my mind to get out of the flat even if I am not doing anything and even if I am not walking by the most beautiful sights!

Alexa:

Stu got a new phone and they gave him a free Amazon Echo Dot. We were both funny about keeping it because we were kinda worried about it listening to us at all times but to be honest we both love it now. Its great! Especially when I want to listen to music whilst say washing up so I don’t have to manually skip a track. I have to admit Alexa is still a little creepy but I don’t mind her being round now 😛

Decisions:

Like I said at the start of this post I have had many decisions to make this month mostly to do with the future and the near future. I have decided that I will most probably start a college course next year. As that is my decision I think it is best I find myself a part time job to help out with the bills and make sure we have a little bit of extra money to spend on ourselves and on upcoming Christmas. This has been a hard decision for me as I assumed that when I left the Co-op I would have a more solid and secure idea that I would be putting into practise now and the thought of interviews make me very scared but I think it is for the best.

So that was my September, I hope everyone had a brilliant month!! Here’s hoping for a great October. 😀

 

But uh-oh, I love her because she moves in her own way.

Song of the day: The Kooks – She Moves In Her Own Way. 

I love a good upbeat song to listen to on a Saturday morning and The Kooks are just right for that this morning. A bit of a nostalgia trip again in terms of how much I used to listen to this all the way back in 2006 – but still a great song.

Today’s Thoughts: 

Good morning everyone! I didn’t post yesterday as I was too busy cleaning the flat and being a domestic goddess 😛 Today it is really sunny out, but really crisp and cold which is really refreshing actually. We have just taken the car to the garage for them to look at a puncture and walked back and although it was just back through the housing estates it was a lovely walk.

I haven’t any set in stone plans for this weekend yet but I would love to do something as I don’t really want another complete lazy weekend – as great as they are I think it sets us up bad for the rest of the week – I don’t know why that is. I know I want to spend some more time on cross-stitching and writing up ideas for this blog as I haven’t even written anything down yet my ideas are just floating round in my head but other then that I have no other plans.

I Hope everyone has a lovely weekend. 🙂

What Can Make Tomorrow Better: 

• Practise some mindfulness.
• Keep flat tidy.
• Not spending my whole day playing The Sims 4 like I know I want to. 😛

Today’s Positive Photo: 

A snap of some of my grandmas flowers in her garden. I just thought they looked so pretty.

 

I’ve dreamt about you nearly every night this week.

Song of the day: Arctic Monkeys – Do I wanna know? 

I have to really be in a certain mood to listen to this song and album as it reminds me of a time I was a very different version of my self. That sounds really weird when read out but I know what I mean. That being said I still adore this song and that guitar riff is just brilliant.

Today’s Thoughts: 

So I took a bit of a break from writing in fact the last time I wrote on this page was the 17th, oops!! I don’t really know why that is. I kept thinking about sitting down and writing and then would just get distracted by something else. I am back now though and I am hoping to create/write some different things along with my usual journal style blogs. I am hoping I can come with a schedule for myself at the end of the month so watch out for that!

So what have I been doing whilst not writing? Well Cross Stitching mainly. I am currently trying to complete the Gravity Falls gnome puking a beautiful rainbow following this pattern by Cross Stitch Quest. I have always loved cross stitching from when I was first learning to sew, if I could I would just cross stitch the rest of my days away 😛

We went up to Yarm, near Yorkshire last weekend to go see Stu’s grandmas and family. It was nice for Stu to see his grandmas because he lives so far away he barely gets to interact with them. I impressed Grandma Brown with my needle felting skills and it was nice to stay somewhere different to home to be honest especially because I know we aren’t likely to get a holiday this year.

Other then that I have been looking after Stu the last two days as he has had to have time off work with migraines. Continuing with my driving lessons – which is actually going rather well and thinking up ideas for my current Etsy but also new ideas based around my love of cross stitching and making stuff. I am really set on working for myself now and I really want to work hard and push for something to stick. Wish me luck!

What can make tomorrow better: 

• Do some more market research into Etsy.
• Set out plans for different blog posts.
• Clean my messy flat.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

Wheatley in his favourite place … a box.

August.

Wow I can’t believe it is September already – and that I am already late in posting this!!

I thought I would start doing these little blogs summarising my month, so I can look back on my ups and downs. 😛

Weekend away to Reading;  

Early on this month we went up to Reading to see Stu’s cousins and grab our new car who is now lovingly named ‘Lemonade’. We had a lovely little garden party that I have already written about here, so I wont talk too much about it. It was just lovely to get away and although I felt overwhelmed after I had a nice time in the sun with a very rum heavy drink!

Video games; 

As it usually is, the main game I played this month was the The Sims 4. I really can’t help it, I am addicted! Controlling little make believe people is obviously just too much fun. I got myself the seasons expansion pack early on in the month so it was fun to add a bit more realism to my sims lives.

I also played a lot of and completed episode one of Orwell, it is free at the moment and I enjoyed snooping around different peoples lives to try and figure out who was the terrorist attacker – I wont spoil it for anyone but I would highly recommend playing it.

Other games I have been playing with Stu this month have been completing The Way Out – wow just wow, Prison Architect (that game is so complicated so I let Stu play whilst I watch) and Observer_. We haven’t completed Observer yet but it is super scary in places and I am enjoying watch Stu play it whilst hiding behind cushions.

TV Shows and Films: 

TV Shows wise I didn’t watch many this month because instead I spent way too much wasted time on Youtube but the things I did watch I really got hooked in to the first being Evil Genius: The True Story of America’s Most Diabolical Bank Heist – which was very intriguing and had so many twists and turns its hard to believe it was real life! The next thing I really got hooked into was Dark Tourist (although I did have to skip through some of the moments with excessive animal harm because although I know its important to know some rituals and sacrifices exist I just couldn’t deal with watching them) Some of the people and places involved in that TV show were unbelievable!

I watched three films last month all of them classics – Death Becomes Her which is still just as funny as the first time I watched it, The Dark Knight which has always been one of my favourites and one film I hadn’t seen before but knew I had to watch; Taxi Driver, which I really enjoyed it took me a while to get used to the ending though but when I finally understood it I think it really worked, if you haven’t watched it I would definitely recommend it.

Trip to Leicester Museum;

Very early on in the month me, my step mum (Denise) and my younger brother (Alex) went to the free Leicester Museum. It is only small but they have little sections for different eras and art styles. At the time they had an exhibition on Star Wars memorabilia upstairs. I am not the biggest fan of Star Wars but it was interesting to see all the different little things they had made to celebrate the franchise through the years. It was also nice as I don’t get to go out that often not with money being so tight. 😛

 

Blue Hair;  

This month I went back to the hairdressers to get my blue hair refreshed. I have to be honest blue hair dye has been a real pain it just seems to run a lot more then any other colour but I just really love having it this way. This time instead of having it all a deep blue we decided to do it lighter in the fringe and darker at the back. Its not something incredibly noticeable but I can tell.

Bird By Bird – Instructions on Writing and Life;

After finishing the book Columbine, I started to read Bird By Bird, I finished just before August finished and I have to say I really enjoyed it. Anne Lamott has quite a dark sense of humour and some really good tips on writing. I wouldn’t say this book is instructional in anyway but it does focus on the key points of writing that I found really helpful. My only criticism of this book that she mentions god just a bit too much for me as an atheist but its not enough to become annoying or unreadable and I respect that she has different beliefs that may have helped her through life.

Food, glorious food; 

Last month I was addicted to Crunchy Nut Oat Granola – I had it for almost every breakfast – it is so nice! I usually had it with just some milk but sometimes I put some fruit on top of it or had berries on the side with it (can’t stand soggy berries on top of breakfast!) So yummy. For lunches I mainly made us a salad with salami on the weekdays and fresh tomatoes – Stu’s parents own an allotment so we had so much fresh tomatoes, berries and corn on the cobs – it was lovely. I had a cheese toastie last month which I hadn’t had in ages so that is worth celebrating. I also baked my own white chocolate chip and date cookies – For the first time of me trying it I feel like they were a bit too crumbly but I really enjoyed them overall.

Going outside; 

For us over here in the UK the weather in August was a bit of a mix bag of coming out of a very hot summer to raining quite a bit but I actually enjoyed going out in both types of weather. I decided last month that I should regularly go on more walks and I think I achieved that and I really enjoyed just going out on my own and exploring around into nowhere.

My Dads Birthday; 

It was my Dads birthday on the 30th so I went round to see him, it was only for a short period of time and I felt a little guilty because I wasn’t in the greatest mood in the middle of my depression but he had gone clay pigeon shooting and really enjoyed it so he had lots to tell me!! My dad loves the sweets Nerds so I got him a bunch of stuff related to that, I also made him some rum and raisin fudge and hand made him a PUBG themed card. He seemed happy with his gifts and it was nice to know he had been spoilt by the rest of the family as well.

Ebaying and starting an Etsy store; 

I spent plenty of time last month uploading endless listings to Ebay. It was frustrating and tedious at times but I am glad I have something to make some money off of  because otherwise I think I would really need to be working whatever job I could. Very recently I actually set up an Etsy store to start selling my Grandmas amazing quilts, I think she is so talented and I want to be able to share that with the world.

Depression, anxiety and lack of sleep; 

If there is anything that dominated over my August it is these three things. These past few weeks have been hard as I have felt like utter trash, a failure and every other name I can call myself rolled into one. Sometimes I let my overthinking and anxieties about life take my day to day over and when that happens in swoops depression to kick my butt.

How have I dealt with it? well to be honest better then I ever have before. Doing simple tasks this August has been a struggle so I have done just that – pushed myself to do the littlest things like make the bed, do the washing up or write a page of useless nonsense. I have not let the urge to just curl up in bed and cry take me over instead I have gotten up leaned over the sink instead and cried there. 😛

So that was my August I hope everyone had a good one!! Here’s hoping September can be better.

 

 

I think I need your help, I think she’s coming back.

Song of the day: Mars Argo – Using You.

Mars Argo is a bit of a mystery and I think that is what has made her so intriguing to everyone. I just really like her singing style and I enjoy listening and singing along when I don’t have to concentrate too hard on whatever I am doing. Using You is so catchy and I find myself listening to it more and more.

Today’s Thoughts: 

Yesterday I had a pretty chill day. I slept in, I did my exercise routine, I had a long shower, I played some Sims 4, I did some reading and that is all really. I didn’t want to really think about too much and I thought after last week I deserved a bit more of a day off. I got to bed early last night which was good for me as I get grouchy with no sleep and after that relaxing day yesterday I feel like I have really been able to focus and put my mind to stuff today.

Today I got up at 6 and took it easy in the morning just writing out my days plan. At 8 I started work on my Ebay and then at 10 I went for a half an hour walk which was lovely. Sometimes I forget that I can just leave the flat and walk about without really an aim. This is something I am hoping to get better at doing.

I am also trying to get better at creative writing and I am currently reading Bird by Bird: Instructions on writing and life by Anne Lamott. I am only a part way through but I am enjoying it so far. So today I took some of the advice from this book and I spent an hour writing outside of my blog. I found it really enjoyable and freeing. I didn’t try to be a perfectionist about it instead I have just written it rather informal tomorrow I will go back to my paragraph and pick moments that I like and start again.

Today has been really positive so far and I really hope this good mood stays.

 What Can Make Tomorrow Better: 

• Do my face mask tonight.
• Go to bed early again.
• Be happy with whatever progress I am achieving.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

My cool dad being cool, sitting on a chair he made this weekend.

You Are My Sweetest Downfall.

Song Of The Day: Regina Spektor – Samson

I am not 100% sure what this song is about. All I know is that I think it is lovely. Regina Spektor is a beautiful singer and if you haven’ t listened to any of her music I would really recommend it because she is highly underrated.

Today’s Thoughts: 

I have been really slacking on the blog side of things but to be honest I think I needed some time away from updating and reflecting too much on my life. I feel much more on track since I last updated and that is mainly because I wrote myself out a plan and given myself some achievable goals within all my endeavours.

As for what I have been doing since I last blogged? I have taken one more driving lesson – which went well. I went to the dentist on Thursday and he told me he needed to fill in a tooth he filled in only a couple of months ago which was frustrating – also why is the dentist so expensive!? I also took a trip to Twycross Zoo with my old friend Holly. We had not seen each other in 10 years so it was a surreal yet lovely experience – if you would like to read more about our little adventure I would definitely recommend hopping over here. Holly certainly does Twycross justice with her beautiful photos/descriptions. The weekend I spent mainly needle felting tiny cats and watching the new season of Orange Is The New Black.

Overall I am really trying to stick on track with things creative, exercise and selling stuff wise. I want to get to the evening and feel like I deserve a rest and that I have accomplished all that I can that day. Hopefully I can do this without too many slip ups but I know I will still have days where I feel the simplest tasks the hardest to do. Going out with my friend last week also really showed me that I miss having friends around to go places with. I coop myself up way too much and I need to explore more. Hopefully when I can drive this will open so many more doors for me but for now I need to look into meeting more often with friends and exploring places that I don’t get to go to.

What Can Make Tomorrow Better:

• Work hard.
• Repaint nails.
• Don’t overthink stuff.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

Me and Holly at Twycross last Friday. 

 

 

Modernity has failed us.

Song Of the Day: The 1975 – Love It If We Made It. 

Surprise, Suprise Holly picks the new 1975 single. No but seriously this song is so beautifully executed. I love all the different layers. It just causes so many different feelings and emotions for me that I am finding hard to put into words. I am in love with it. I really can’t wait for the new album now!!

Today’s Thoughts: 

Haha okay so I said ‘normal blogs will resume tomorrow’ on Wednesday … Yeah I ended up not writing yesterday because I ended up getting distracted by sewing and trying new hand sewing techniques. I ended up pretty much practising them all day after I had learnt them. Pretty simple sewing techniques such as back stitch and running stitch but I felt like I needed to take a big step back from just jumping on the sewing machine and hoping for the best. I started sewing when I was quite young but I would only practise when I would go see my grandma. So I ended up grasping the sewing machine for straight forward sewing two sides of fabric together but unfortunately more complicated stitches or hand sewing never really stuck with me and I certainly never took the time to learn the names of different stitches. So I am hoping to really up my knowledge so I don’t have problems with patterns in the future.

After spending my day doing that we went to Stu’s parents house for dinner where I had a second little birthday party after not seeing them on my actual birthday. we had red velvet cake which was so nice and I got a needle felting kit from Stu’s brother and sister in law (Colin and Kerry) and some awesome ASOS Hello Kitty slippers and some more birthday money off of his parents which was so nice. I can’t believe how spoilt I have been this year!!

Today I made a little felt penguin and watched the first two episodes of season 7 Game Of Thrones. I have got to say it has started off strong.

What can make tomorrow better: 

• Get the chores done so I can relax with Stu in the evening.
• Get ready to do some shopping tomorrow.
• Stay positive and creative.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

These slippers are so cute. 

 

 

 

She’s broken but she’s fun.

Song Of The Day: Glass Animals – Season 2 Episode 3.

I started listening to Glass Animals last year so I was bit late to the party but I quickly fell in love with most of their music. They have such a unique style and great lyric writing. I don’t really know that much about the band themselves but I do know that their drummer (Joe Seaward) was recently in a accident that has seriously injured him which is very saddening. I really do wish him all the best during his recovery.

Today’s Thoughts: 

I had a nice weekend. My Friday was rather boring just uploading to Ebay mostly. I went to visit my friend Sally Anne at her new salon on Saturday and now I have blue hair! I am very happy with it my family keep saying I look like an anime character, which I am more then happy with. Sunday I decided to watch movies and do some chores around the flat that I have been putting off like sorting some cupboards into order and re-painting a bit of the wall that was damaged. Overall a successful weekend I would say!

My best friend Liz graduated today so I am very proud of her. I keep seeing photos and videos from other family members roll in who could make it. She looks so happy and it’s lovely to see as she has worked so hard at uni.

I am going to be 25 tomorrow which is very scary but also exciting. Got to love a birthday! having your birthday on a Tuesday means that you have to sort of arrange around people so that you can see them but I don’t really mind. To be honest Stu is taking me to Solihul shopping on the weekend and I am much more excited about that because I am aiming to buy some clothes. I haven’t been clothes shopping in years so I am really due some new stuff.

I haven’t really been feeling that anxious recently which is a nice feeling, I feel like that cloud that hang over me day to day over the past few years only appears every now and then now. Which in one sense is a very strange feeling but in another is amazing. I am not saying I haven’t had bad days over the past few weeks but I haven’t nearly had as many as I used to. I am healing bit by bit and becoming more confident.

What Can Make Tomorrow Better:

• Stay in a positive mind frame.
• Do some yoga.
• Practise hand sewing techniques.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

Me and Liz as Harley Quinn and Poison Ivy! 

 

And well, I think I’ve gone mad Isn’t that so sad?

Song of the day: The 1975 – The Ballad Of Me And My Brain.

Yes it’s The 1975 again. I can’t help it they write such beautiful songs! One of my favourite songs from Their second album – I Like It When You Sleep, For You Are So Beautiful Yet So Unaware Of It.  The Ballad Of Me And My Brain just has some great lyrics and the music is just ugh … beautiful.

Today’s Thoughts: 

I am feeling a lot better this week which makes me very happy. I have been keeping myself busy by uploading as much as I can onto Ebay. Not a lot of people are buying at the moment because they are going on holiday etc. but its nice to get items listed so that I know there is a possibility of selling.

Me and Stu went for date night yesterday night and had a 3 course meal at the Windmill Inn which was lovely. We have been there a couple of times and have always found that it is really nice. The atmosphere is always great and the staff are always friendly and the food is amazing. It was lovely to get out the flat and treat ourselves. I sadly didn’t take any photos but I think sometimes its nice to just live in the moment and not stick your phone into your dinner to take pictures of it (something I am very guilty of doing quite often). I had Salmon Sushi as a starter, a pulled Pork pie as main which came with lovely gravy and vegetables and then I had rice pudding creme brulee. I really enjoyed myself and found myself feeling much less tense then I had been over the weekend.

Today I haven’t really focused on anything but doing my Ebay. Its nice to have something consistent to focus on but I would like to try and complete more creative endeavours. All in all though I am feeling content for the time being. I have another driving lesson tomorrow and although I am already feeling nervous I know its going to be okay but I may be very tired out.

What Can Make Tomorrow Better: 

• Drink more water – I haven’t had one drink today. Oops.
• Fight the anxiety and get stuff done.
• Listen to music more.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

 My beautiful boy Wheatley.

 

 

Tell us a story, I know you’re not boring.

Song of the day: The Strokes – Reptilia

I always forget how good this song is until I listen to it again. I loved The Strokes when I was a kid and although not a fan of all of their music this song brings back so many teen memories for me. 🙂

Today’s thoughts:

I have wanted to write for the last two days but I have felt so tired over the past two days. I think its from having a lovely but very busy weekend and also somehow getting a cold in the summer. Me and Stu went shopping in search of fathers day presents on Saturday and we ended up treating ourselves to Frankie and Bennys and buying some little treats for ourselves. We also went to Doughnotts and treated ourselves to a white chocolate and Nutella doughnut and a Biscoffi flavoured one and it was so lovely. Needless to say we were stuffed. We spent the rest of the day playing video games which was very naughty but I enjoyed it so much! – oh we also fried homemade chips for the first time which was great fun and they turned out so yummy.

On Sunday I of course went to see my dad. I am lucky to have such a great dad and so it’s nice to celebrate him on fathers day. I had got him a bag of different sweet treats including his favourite; a bucket of candyfloss. Me, him and my brother all sat down on the sofa together and watched the martial arts film Chocolate – we had all seen it before but it is such a good film.

Monday was the day I started to not feel very well I wanted to complete my previous post on games before I wrote my journal style blog, but when I finally posted it I quite honestly didn’t feel like writing for much longer. I am happy I have finished it now though and although it’s not perfect I think my writing is getting better.

Yesterday was just the worst I was so tired and unhappy stuffed up with cold that I felt like I couldn’t do anything I ended up on the sofa for the most of the day feeling sorry for myself and watching Queer Eye on Netflix. Which by the way is so positive and uplifting. I am glad I am feeling a little better today as I hope to upload more stuff on Ebay and overall have a more productive day in general.

What Can Make Tomorrow Better: 

• Try to upload as much as I can to Ebay.
• Start on a new doll custom.
• Avoid staring at Youtube/Netflix.

Today’s Positive Photo: 

Some of the stuff we got on Saturday.